作者有话要说：

5月2日：

存稿箱君曰：

本章的诗歌，来自于泰戈尔的《最后的星期集》。

ps. 咦明天就是200章了吗时间过得真快啊。。。

我猜大家一看这种出没在正文上方的作者有话说，大概就会猜到本章会有配乐君突然来袭！【什么鬼

本章的配乐，来自于jennifer hudsn在s--a-s-h里唱的歌≈i an't let g≈。

以作者菌的尿性，选择这首歌当然一是因为它旋律好听，二是因为它的歌词意味深长。。。

大概的意思就是说妹子死心啦，你想要重新开始，可是我的心难以忘怀以前受过的伤什么的。。。

they say nthing lasts frever

ell, i ish that that ere true

'ause this ahingy heart n'taay

they sing, ≈everything ust hange≈,

they say that tie ill see yu thrugh

ell, i've listened and i've aited fr that day

but i akeith this anger

and the pain n't letbe

and the □□ile i share

is nly there fr sh

if i hangt this heartahe

thensul ill ntfree

s i keep trying

but i just annt let g

i an't let g

h, i needt reind e

i an't let g

h, i just repeat the past

and thugh yur ars are saying yes

i feelheart keep saying n

i antlve yu

but i an't let g

i havelive thrugh bad beginnings

and i've seen unhappy ends

s i lse the bk

befre the stry starts

i' just a itnessy lifetie

and i' a strangery friends

i' a traffiker

f brke and daaged hearts

n, yu askt start ver

but it's easier said than dne